My
Departure…
“For I am already being poured
out like a drink offering, and the time has come for my departure.”
–
2 Timothy 4.6
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Dear Sisters and Brothers of St. Mark,
Twelve
months ago (I can’t believe it’s really gone by that fast) you welcomed Kari and me into this family. We were
fresh off our pilgrimage in Spain and were filled with new energy that sustained us through this year. Looking back over this
year, I realize that some of the things we learned on our trip have helped me experience internship to the fullest.
You can’t hold on
to people and things: On this journey through life we meet many people
and carry many things. But at the end of each leg of the journey, we must reevaluate what we’re carrying and why. Doing
so, prepares us for the next leg of the journey. In my departure I realize that I can’t hold on to you all, as much
as I’d like to, because if I do, I won’t truly get the opportunity to appreciate all that you have gifted me with.
It will take my time away from St. Mark for me to reflect on how you have helped me grow while in your care. Thanks be to
God for allowing me to let go of you, while I hold fast in my heart all the stories and memories of you.
You really know a place
by walking it: Too often, we rush through our journey, not really
taking the time to stop, become aware of what’s around us, and reflect on what it all means. Heading toward the end
of the St. Mark leg of my journey, I’m able to reflect on how I have grown and matured in my faith since I’ve
been here. I’m thankful for you all, for all you’ve done for and with me, for all you’ve taught me and allowed
me to teach, and for all you’ve fed me! I won’t be able to do my future ministry without thinking about your smiling
faces or tearful embraces. You’re my family and I love you deeply. Thanks be to God for letting me really know you by
allowing me to walk with you.
Walking intentionally makes you stronger: Through my learning experiences here, you all have further prepared me for ministry. You’ve added tools to
my ministry toolbox and shown me how to use them with grace and care. One piece of St. Mark that I’ll miss is your hunger,
thirst, and love for God. You give face and meaning to the song, “We are a church on fire!” Your fire is contagious,
emblazoning my spirit and strengthened the divine spark within me. As I prepare for my last day with you (Sunday, July 27),
I realize I’m sad. I’m sad that my time with you is drawing to a close and that I won’t be able to receive
your hugs and encouragement every Sunday, if not more. Thanks be to God for intentionally shaping me into a stronger Christian,
leader, and future pastor.
Give thanks for the pilgrims you bless and who bless you:
Thank you entire congregation for letting me learn in your holy space, for allowing me to risk, and for your wise support.
I would also like to thank those who I worked with on a regular basis: God, Kari, Pastor Jay, My Lay Committee: Judy, Jeanne,
and John, Linda Rizzo, Church Council, Wednesday Morning Bible study group, Homebound members, Youth groups, Confirmation
students, and First Bible/Communion, Assisting Ministers, Eucharistic Ministers, Hospital Visitation Ministers, Ushers, Musicians,
Prayer Class students, and members of the Stewardship Committee. Thanks be to God for you all.
Walking without prayer is like
living without breath: My prayer and challenge for you is to continue
to be intentional in growing deeper in your spiritual lives and feeding your souls; to continue being the wonderfully gifted
ministers that I have witnessed you be; to continue to be aware of the vibrant work of the Holy Spirit in your midst here;
and to welcome Intern/Vicar Mark as warmly and faithfully as you welcomed me! “May God bless you and keep you. May God’s
face shine on you and be gracious to you. May God look upon you with favor and give you peace. Amen.”
Your brother in Christ always,
Vicar Justin
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Lord be with your spirit. Grace be with you. – 2 Timothy 4.22